I'm not sure what's going to happen next.. Cards been played, lifes at stakes. Is this what I really wanted.. What's will it takes form, my punishment..
I hope I could do something, even a little to change my world, alter my past, moves my future..
I don't really believe it's a dream, but then again, if there is a spark of hope in the darkness of my heart, if I can, I will try..
----- my feeling is no less than what you feel.. -----
and now, I'm bored..
to whom
Half a year, times have past. It's truly hard to move on, yet I managed to.. I am starting to walk on my own.. To whom, I don't know. This feeling supressed deep inside. Rebelling to you who is someone's..
to you new memories;
the day is bored without your face,
the night is gloom without your smile,
thus i pray and pray i did,
but somehow, we can never be,
i love you and more and more,
but i know, you belong to someone bored,
then i pray and pray i did,
so one day you would notice me,
and not just being me u want,
that makes you smile and have more fun,
and thats all i want
Alas, where were you. Dream..
to you new memories;
the day is bored without your face,
the night is gloom without your smile,
thus i pray and pray i did,
but somehow, we can never be,
i love you and more and more,
but i know, you belong to someone bored,
then i pray and pray i did,
so one day you would notice me,
and not just being me u want,
that makes you smile and have more fun,
and thats all i want
Alas, where were you. Dream..
equlibiruim inquestionities..
What is, normal, to begin with..? The definition of normal and not are always mistake in some highly doubted way..
If being normal is respected, then what about less-normal? Is it because being greater or lesser then normal people made less-normal speacial, thus hated?
This world is by-far being seen as divided into 2 groups. The good and the bad.
What is good?
What then, is bad?
If being good means you are always right, then bad being you are wrong?
If you can see, that if you do good alas been said is do wrong, whose fault was it?
In the end, all you want to do, is good in your eyes.
But people who do wrong, are good in their eyes.
So which path will you choose?
Being diffrent is sometime's far more better then go with the books. Being diffrent means, you understanding things in a prospects that some people tooked for granted.
Sometimes (if not, most of the times), life is just a game. You can choose whichever path you want, spread infront of you. The end, would always lead to where you want it to be. Because the choice are made by you, and you only.
Don't ever succumb to the words of people who told you to do things they want it their ways.
Never have people lead your life.
Your life, is your's own to control. Seize the oppurtunity. Maybe then, can you see the true beauty in your life..
Certain people demands that you have to change to better. They don't know.
Certain people said that they understands the pain that hovers on you. Or that you won't ever understands them.
They are just blind.
Everybody was born with those senses gifted to them. Everybody sensed diffrent thing, though the thing that you had might be same.
Condemning people is 1 easy way to get rid of them, and another to be respected. People with better life will try to condemn those who don't.
Just because you are better than some people, doesn't mean there are not others who are better than you?
Alas, this does not settles the feud of which is better; be it good or bad. Or normal or not.
Whatever person you are, just remember, always follow what your heart says. It matters not if you are good or bad, in the end, we are still human being..
If being normal is respected, then what about less-normal? Is it because being greater or lesser then normal people made less-normal speacial, thus hated?
This world is by-far being seen as divided into 2 groups. The good and the bad.
What is good?
What then, is bad?
If being good means you are always right, then bad being you are wrong?
If you can see, that if you do good alas been said is do wrong, whose fault was it?
In the end, all you want to do, is good in your eyes.
But people who do wrong, are good in their eyes.
So which path will you choose?
Being diffrent is sometime's far more better then go with the books. Being diffrent means, you understanding things in a prospects that some people tooked for granted.
Sometimes (if not, most of the times), life is just a game. You can choose whichever path you want, spread infront of you. The end, would always lead to where you want it to be. Because the choice are made by you, and you only.
Don't ever succumb to the words of people who told you to do things they want it their ways.
Never have people lead your life.
Your life, is your's own to control. Seize the oppurtunity. Maybe then, can you see the true beauty in your life..
Certain people demands that you have to change to better. They don't know.
Certain people said that they understands the pain that hovers on you. Or that you won't ever understands them.
They are just blind.
Everybody was born with those senses gifted to them. Everybody sensed diffrent thing, though the thing that you had might be same.
Condemning people is 1 easy way to get rid of them, and another to be respected. People with better life will try to condemn those who don't.
Just because you are better than some people, doesn't mean there are not others who are better than you?
Alas, this does not settles the feud of which is better; be it good or bad. Or normal or not.
Whatever person you are, just remember, always follow what your heart says. It matters not if you are good or bad, in the end, we are still human being..
tick tock, time moves..
My name is Euan.. I would turn 20 in due months time.. Time flies so fast that when I turned back, everything had changed drastically..
Thus I wrote this entries for me to recap, to think back, to view..
My past - My sins - My redemptions..
Living is not that hard, and death is easier.. If all in all to live, is to find someone perfect for me, are I that perfect to match that someone? I too am not sure what I wanted truly in this world.. Thus I chased after the rainbow. Which said holds up the pot of treasure.. Maybe, just maybe..
It's a sinful road yes, then again, I'm trying to atone whatever done...
This is my redemptions..
Thus I wrote this entries for me to recap, to think back, to view..
My past - My sins - My redemptions..
Living is not that hard, and death is easier.. If all in all to live, is to find someone perfect for me, are I that perfect to match that someone? I too am not sure what I wanted truly in this world.. Thus I chased after the rainbow. Which said holds up the pot of treasure.. Maybe, just maybe..
It's a sinful road yes, then again, I'm trying to atone whatever done...
This is my redemptions..
to Forget and to Move on..
Try to tell you that I loved you, yes.
Yet, I have no courage..
Alas a coward like me, just have to perish ever for from you..
BUT,
I won't ever forget you..
Though time spent is little, though happiness we had was small, I cherish every moment I had with you..
Every second by you..
Every 14th, I'll remember you..
I still LOVE you..
in memories of the one I'd ever love..
Yet, I have no courage..
Alas a coward like me, just have to perish ever for from you..
BUT,
I won't ever forget you..
Though time spent is little, though happiness we had was small, I cherish every moment I had with you..
Every second by you..
Every 14th, I'll remember you..
I still LOVE you..
in memories of the one I'd ever love..
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