clouded by mist

Mixed of feeling engulf this feeble mind.

Tired
Remorse
Deception
Anger
Hatred

and the list would go on and on, for negativity have no end for me..

What should I do, oh what should I do..

How long.. How long before this ill-feel go away and I can see some shed of light.. It's all a hazy blur for a simple me.. I'm tired. So am tired of everything.. Of my life, of my life..

Oh, how I wish, I could be love and not taken for granted. I would never do those to you but yet, you for done it to.. I am at lost..