Being an idiot such as me is sure is embarrassing.. After all these days, after all you did, what I did, is only to fulfill your one desire. You truly are a remarkable person.
I never knew, those cash, those voucher, the late night visits, the calls, the messages, the oh never mind I can wait talks, everything was only for you to achieve happy in your own way and senses.. Why I never thought of that..
Well, that makes me the bad guy then.. I am the one who got, all the cash, the voucher, the ride, gotten called upon, saved texts and being undisciplined. I am proud to be known as the bad guy. THANK YOU.
I never knew.. How could I be so stupid. I loved you, but I never get to what you need whereas you always give me what I wanted. I'm really sorry..
No wonder you are so pissed off at me.. Maybe there's a bit in your heart to still like me even, I'm honestly, am sorry..
I promise you, I'll give you what you want, few days times. I love you.