I'm starting to hate myself. More and more.. And more and more.. I can't even maintained a simple relationship.. I don't know. I feel, it's happening again.. A 'second lost'. NO..
Why must this happen.. Whyy!!!! ~oh, so over dramatic..
It's not the time yet.. We are just going to celebrate our third month's anivesary (though the previous two aren't celebrated at all..) still.. I pray wish you won't leave me..
I'm not strong enough to live alone, again.. No, I'm not.. It's hurt once, it sure will hurts twice..
And now I'm tired..
