it's just normal

What can I do to get a better person.. Maybe this is just normal feeling..

Crapppp...

For the past few (might seems like ALMOST ALL) of my post are about my stupid sadness.. It's just normal maybe for me to have that kinda feeling.. Maybe, I'm just a human still, afterall.. I need not this unhappiness, for 'that'. I wasted 3months of rejuvenating on an idiot.. Now I have to scrape back, one by one..

Let me smile!