you called

that was what I was hoping for the past few weeks.. You finally called me on my mobile. How I yearn to hear your voice.. But it was a petite one. Are you doing fine there alone, dear? I was surprised you told me you going somewhere soon.. I'm sorry..

What I regretted the most that is, I forgotten your birthday.. Truly, I thought it was on January. I lied when I said I got you your birthday present. Truth is, I was so much think that you going to leave me that I never once think about your thought.. I'm sorry.. I know how much you cared for me, your love for me.. I'm sorry..

I was never a good guy to begin with.. I'm sorry..

-when I woked up, you will still be there-